Trust

This is one of the most serious issues of my life as per the people who care for me. Well this paired to MY instincts ;)

Those who know me usually say " U r such a fool. U haven't seen the world. Its really bad. U shouldn't trust people as easily as you do. Blah...blah..blah"
Well all the blame goes to my instinct. It is really weird. There are people in my life who have done a lot for me yet my instinct tell me not to trust them completely and on the other side there are people whom I've just met yet somehow I am forced (again by my instinct) to trust them well a lot more than I should or so I have been told.

I am the queen of the land of repeating mistakes. Yes, any damn thing, may it be the mistakes of life or mathematics... I AM THE QUEEN!!!

Well people have broken my trust in the past but why should that change my behavior with the new people coming in my life or as I say it "What wrong has the new and genuine person done to you to deserve the kind of alert, or well, distant behavior from you? Just because someone hurt you in the past doesn't mean the new person is going to as well. What if he/she actually cares about you?"

Kisi ne tumhara dil toda, isme us naye insaan kya kya kasoor jo dil se tumhare dil me thodi jagah chahta hai?

This is my explanation to my loved ones and besides if someone breaks my trust again, you guys are here to help me get over it. Aren't you??