There is a happy phrase in English "Its a bright sunny day." but that same bright shiny sun gave me a huge disappointment this morning. I really want it to rain today. Really really with all my heart because I had all the time in the world to get drenched and I needed it really bad!!!
And so when a friend called me asking what I am doing, I replied, "Waiting for the rain!!!" And the immediate reply I got was "Did the clouds sent you a message to be prepared beforehand?" and I replied, "No, I just want it to rain and I am checking out how much God actually listens to me. Though from the sunshine outside, I don't predict he cares much!" and what do you know, within half an hour of this conversation, it started to rain :D It was a very pleasant kind of shock.
But by the time I got out (within 10 minutes), it was barely drizzling. I did keep walking for half an hour on the road but even my clothes did not get wet and then I realized that obviously I did not wish for getting so much rain I just wished for rain today and well I got that. But I am still longing to be so much drenched in rain that I am dripping for for half an hour.
I don't really know if I should be happy or just feel stupid for not framing my words correctly.
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