A fast forward

Well a lot happened in the last two months and hence the name of the post. But let start chronologically.

I left my job. I know I miss J and A and D a lot and my team too... you have no idea but may be there is something better written for all of us. Besides one of these days, even those guys are gonna move out so that's that.

A very special friendship of mine ended, but I don't really feel like talking about that and my recent superbusy schedule has helped me a lot to recover.

And finally, the reason for the busy schedule. Ladies and gentlemen, I got admitted to one of the oldest and most prestigious b-schools of the country. Now, I know its not like me but then when have my planning ever worked. May be something good is in store for me here.

So I am pretty lonely here. A couple of friends but nothing like my earlier friends. May be it will take time, may be I will find some friends, and as an alum here over a talk said, "friends I could die for". So I felt pretty lonely for the first week and even now. Its just that now I don't have time to miss people...I want to talk... I need to but I don't have the time to... and sorry but yes, that's why this loneliness reminded me of you. You know how I cannot survive without talking. I met AD here. AD is an old colleague who is a senior now. He is a nice person, really helpful. You are going to hear more about him from now on.

All the people who are admitted here are sooo damn qualified. I feel like an underachiever. My first week here and I get to know people who have so much credentials. I almost feel like going to the person who took my interview and ask, could you please explain to me why did you take me? So that I get some shred of confidence in myself because its all shattered on the ground. I feel like I don't belong here. But then I remember those lines that said

"Fake it till you believe it!!!"

and so I am gonna do it. This place is wet and humid and yet has something in its air that charges you, drives you. I have decided. I am going to learn. Learn and become even more awesome than I already am. I just need to establish some faith in myself which I am not sure how I am gonna do but then AD is helping me a lot with it. I hope he succeeds and I hope I do too.

With this is where we part. Ciao till the next time.