Muskuraye toh, muskurane ke karz utaarne honge!!!
I don't know if I have started to think too much but lately I have learned about this balance of happiness and sadness. I feel that every time I am really really happy (as in all smiles from my heart), very soon something happens that makes me cry with the same extent as was my happiness.
For instance, during my summer placement season, I got into a firm which is 2nd in my preference list and marginally behind the first one. I was really really happy and suddenly I got into the first one too. But the mess that was created out of it made me cry equally badly, infact worse.
So as you know, today is my birthday, and it has been the first one after we have got time to properly relax, so people had put in effort to make it more fun. I was all laughing and very happy and suddenly I realised that may be I should not laugh too much, I should try to not be that happy. I am actually scared of being happy because of the worse sadness it might bring to create the balance I was talking about earlier.
Aa sakne wale dukh ko soch kar darr lagta hai,
Aaj mujhe khushi se darr lagta hai!
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