You taught me a lot! You have shown me some good moments and some bad. I got some successes and some lessons. Some friendships ended, some turned to long-distance and in-turn I got some new ones. I left the place I had become comfortable in to get a life that I yearned for for so long. I lost faith in some things and got some new faiths. I broke up with some people and reconnected with some others. I cried a lot and laughed much more.
Despite popular belief, I have become more, what do they call it, MATURE! I have learned to be okay if I don't find people to hang-out with. Infact, I have started to like being alone. I got to know myself in a much better way. I have become much more confident. I have learned a lot, much more than I learned in past two years.I have also taken a first step towards my dream of teaching. I have also started to work on my health. I have also started to learn a new language - French. I have started drinking green tea. Despite all the external pressure, I have upto a good extent, been able to wake up early (relative to others) for the whole year. I have also gained a habit of drinking lots of water. I have become more free - talking to random people, ignoring people I don't like and dancing on the road. I went to my school and talked to students. I also got my first serious crush and got over it as well. I also cried of happiness for the first time. I got my hair cut really short for the first time in my life. I attended and contributed to sorority house kind of girl-talk. I also tried drinking till I couldn't anymore and I also tried the greenness this place has to offer (Just once, hated it so never doing it again). I kind of broke a heart (not a good thing but I always wanted to do it! Yeah, I am a little stupid!). I have read like 10 books this year. I got batch-max in 2 subjects. I cracked 2 Day 0 interviews. I also told my mom and dad that I am okay with marriage, if they find a suitable guy for me! Talk about growth!
Yeah there are of course bad things, but I don't want to defy the tradition of new year resolutions so the bad things that I realised/learnt and I want to give up
- I cry about a lot of things and never realize the good stuff going on in my life. I am not going to be sad/depressed about any bad thing. I am going to be okay with it.
- I have started to hate people. I am not going to hate people anymore, rather I will just be indifferent.
- I have lost touch with real world. I am going to read more. Newspaper/magazines/blogs and big stuff. Lots of learning!
- I have stopped trying new things. The 'one new thing every 15 days' plan I have made with shravya, I am going to execute that and write about it.
- I am wasting a lot of my time, doing absolutely nothing. Planning of the day in the morning as well as introspection of the day in the night.
- 1 happy thought everyday in my happy blog!
- I am going to help someone less privileged than me!
Adios 2013!
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